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In my dreams last night I saw a family reunion I've always wanted in my life... the only problem is that it will never come true and the second problem is my social anxiety... I couldn't even handle being around that many people in my own dream.. I escaped through the back and hung out with my cousin Alicia and my girlfriend Amy.  Later on, after the government agents appeared and chased me out of the party, I found a house filled with my friends from back home.  

Michael was there, Brian was rolling a blunt like he always does, and Julian was cooking food. Miguel was doing art.  Jenna was talking and taking a hit from a bong that was being passed around and Sheena was playing with my hair.  I think Amy was cuddling next to me... it was nice..

yeah.. I miss my friends back home.

never know what you got 'til it's gone.  

But right now I have Amy again.  And it's not just Amy.. I have her mum and brothers and aunts and everything!! A whole family that loves me.. (not to say my own family in the states don't love me... but they all lived really far away from me... and being stubborn that I am, I didn't wanna move to South Carolina nor Alabama)

Hmmm... I'm going to be throwing a Thanksgiving feast here in Australia.  Maybe I'll post a picture of all the food.  I've never cooked a big meal before and I never really helped out in the kitchen at Thanksgiving.   I was always that little emo kid that ran off to some remote part of the house and read a book or play a handheld videogame... yep...

but this time I'm planning the whole shebang.  I hope everyone can make it and I hope everyone loves my cooking.