I don't know why I continue to write blogs and post things on Deviantart. If I'm lucky ONE person will comment on my uploaded piece of shit, I mean "art". If I'm really lucky then someone might even favourite it (but that happens as often as lunar eclipses, maybe less!)
And why should I care about the lack of feedback? Because with no feedback it means no one cares. It means my time on this stupid floating rock in space doesn't matter either. And even if I DID get fucking recognition for my work, I mean shit, then who cares right? Because in a millennia or more this rock won't even exist. Look into the sky. You see that big yellowy white thing that's blinding you? You see that big ball of burning gas that's emitting radiation and causing you cancer right now? WELL GUESS WHAT!!! That "sun" is going to die some day, and with its death this planet along with ALL the others will be consumed either by the big fucking fire ball or by the black hole caused by its death.
And black holes aren't known for their art galleries.
SO WHY DO I GIVE A FUCK!?!?!?!
great... now I feel depressed and suicidal again... why do I do this to myself?
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